Without you
All I feel is calm
Not peaceful though
I feel like the calm before the storm
I feel tears welling up in my eyes
Like raindrops just waiting to fall
But they’re just waiting for the right moment.
And I can’t tell if that moment has already past or is still to come because
Without you I’m not calm; I’m just numb.
And I’ll stay up all night
With the tears in my eyes
Praying for a sign
That what I’m doing is right
Because everything I ever believed
You just took from me
Because according to you I lack maturity
When that’s all I’ve ever had since I was age 3
But not anymore because you took it from me.
You took my love and my heart
But you also took my hate and tore it apart.
Because all I feel is nothing, nothing’s what I see
Until you return every last piece you took from me.
-Kenz