He gave me true lust
I loved His kisses and His touch
I held Him in secret
And it was our little game

We played like children
Meaningless promises
Blushing gazes
Every night a new adventure

He could have had me
A willingness no other possessed
Until my honesty turned to poison
And I became His yesterday

Spoken words meant nothing
The game was only that
But He played it too well
Now the violent end has come

He thinks He won
But the most harmful of all
Was the act I did myself,
Letting Him into my life