You have filled the space that occupies my mind  
the space which was once filled with anger and loneliness
where all of the demons were hiding
the "i told you so's"
and the "you are not good enough"
It was not meant to happen
It should not have happened
One alcohol humid night
all of us said yes
we blanked out the lonely and the dark places
to let the air of illusion fill the void
When it should have been screaming no
it screamed yes
it does not love you
you are not caring or kind
you are powerful and strong
you are complicated and devastating
and yet you fill that space that occupies my mind