New Me

Sitting down
Watching TV
When my Mom gets a call
She bursts out in tears and rushes
Whats wrong?

Dads hurt
Don’t know whats wrong
Maybe a accident
Pondering the situation
How hurt?

He’s dead
Stunned beyond words
My cries were not even heard
Why did he have to **** himself
He’s gone

It’s hard
Recovering
Feeling all alone now
No one understood all the pain
Why me?

New year
It wasn’t your fault
Just don’t think about it
Just pray and think of the good times
It’s okay

Stand up
Wipe the tears off
Don’t be quiet just talk
Just speak to him, he will not bite
New friends

New thoughts
And a new life
With the help of my God
I have new friends and better thoughts
New me