All the faces in the trees
They talk to me
They tell me things
I already know
But they won't tell me
Won't tell me
Won't tell me where to go
And, oh, I know
It's worse before it's better
It's worse than ever
And I don't know where to go
And so, and so, and so,
I'll try to pull this together
But I'm damned if I do,
I'm damned if I don't
You can chase me through these years
But I won't let you take me
I won't, I won't, I won't
My direction is lost, my focus is gone
This is going all so very wrong
I am blind, I am mute
I've got the gun, but no one to shoot
Hand me my noose
The screws are getting loose
And when loneliness steals
All I've ever known
When I've forgotten it all
When I've never grown
I stand there, stand there
I stand there, I'm all alone
And, oh, I know
It's worse before it's better
It's worse than ever
And I don't know where to go
And so, and so, and so,
Into the dark, into the ground
That is where I want to be found
Hand me my noose
And I'll look for an excuse
To lay myself down
For this is the season
Of my own worst treason
I need you….to say
"Oh, darling, I know
It's worse before it's better
It's worse than ever
But one day you'll know
On day I'll show you
Where to go
And so, and so, and so
Hand me your noose
And we'll call this a truce
Step back from the edge
Step down from that ledge
Drop the shovel, drop the gun
I promise you, I'll be the one.
And so, and so, and so
Don't leave me, don't go
I'll always love, you,
This you know."
And so…
Hand me my pen
Hand me my brush
I'll put this all out on paper
I'll go slow, I won't rush
I'll find my way through this maze
I'll find my way through this haze
It's been worse, worse than ever
But I'm finally ready to get better.