Have you ever Had that moment In your life when Everything went Down hill And you just Wanted to disappear?
That feeling was Every waking moment For this girl. Bullied for years She never thought She was good enough. Always thought She was weak. Always thought She was a Mistake.
Ridiculed by many And by all To conclude She was Nothing. Justified by their Voice. She lived blinded By memories That haunt her, Even to this day. "Your not good Enough" Circled her Mind Becoming silent Sacred to Speak up Knowing that She's going To be Shut down.
So she weeps Without a Sound For her mouth Is sewn Shut by The words "Go die"
You may Think these Words came From those People Who disregarded her But these Words were Her own
Controlled by Madness The torture of Screams Stress and Suicidal thoughts. She had come To hate Her life To the point of No return. Scared of leaving Marks and Questions to be Heard she Said no to the Razor but yes to the nails. The nails that Grew long as She wanted And sharp as She desired, At the tip Of her finger. Easily to gain She Scratched Away. Slowly it Bleed Everlasting Relieving pain The redness, The string Let's her Breathe again.
Even though She wants to disappear And leave this World behind She has To stay, To endure, So others May live their lives.
She hates Her life But if she Died others Will follow For she Helps them Survive To cope With their Lies.