She's lost.
She's lost between loving someone,
who has left her in the dust so many times before,
or loving someone new.
She tells herself,
to run away from the darkness of yesterday,
but yet there's something so alluring to it.
It pulls her in and swallows her whole.
This man,
that once was her whole world,
had gone away,
and now he wants to return.
But when he left her,
she thought it was time to move on.
She found someone new,
but yet he wants to come back?
Like nothing ever happened at all?
Now she stands in the middle,
lost between the light and the dark.
Contemplating her fate,
she can hardly breathe,
what shall she do?
She stands there,
on the verge of tears,
lost between loving him,
and loving someone new.
She's slowly being torn apart,
and she can't help but,
to look to the sky,
and ask God why?
T.B.