When going out he would wear handcuffs
in case he committed a crime. A mistake,
or rather, a misunderstanding. In rusty
vintage handcuffs, in an age of Unschuld,
his hunger for the white statue lies bleeding.
The dingy leather jacket still smells like his
old basement, and reminds him of every
whisper at those hurtful, mindless
nights - you cannot wash out the blood. It ends
with a diminutive scream.
An angry old man with a Walther pistol, going nowhere,
going everywhere, breathes out Visage-Beatha, a box
full of Ashes, snores when the bullets run out.
Chin up, chest out, do what a soldier do the best,
would you? Look ahead, turn left -
Wait, wait, please!
… *Give ‘em a mask,
they’ll tell you anything*.
The last piece of skin fell off his back when he
heard his bones crashed. An empty sleeve too.
Open his mouth, look for a rightful darkness -
but hey, who said that ****** never hurts?
They remember, you know, remember dying,
remember being dead, and die again.
There’s no _____ left in her eyes,
(you can’t tell just by
lookin’ at them anymore),
only the star on her left shoulder
Still remains the frame.
A cold laugh.
The orange juice spilts.
Outside the purple chapel, he smiles into the local
dirt, like a cupcake, looks for a vermin of walking to beat.
To him, after all, Jesus means no more than a name either.
…
Yet his heart still pumps with Ecstasy at every April, and when
he scratches the tattoo on his chest, (which looks no
less than an idea),
he looks for the handcuffs.
And those hair never grow back.