If I can't hold you, does that mean you don't exist. If you cant hear me does that mean you're not listening. And if i can't miss you, does that mean that I will never see you. Though it seems when everything is down. Quakes, Tsunami's, Hurricanes and Tornado flames. I see her as if iam in a dream, even as disaster springs. I lay with her in the grass, the waves calm as our faces are, against each others. It begins to rain and put out the flames, and set the earth back on track. I felt an angel's embrace, telling me to wake up and hold them back. But theres no ones here in this black. I tried really hard to remember what happened back at the crash. Everything went by so fast, glass splattered and the windshield smashed. Blood splattered cloths and long empty noises covered the hallways with all different choices. My head began to spin and I lost all control. The Angel came again and made me feel at home. As easy as I saw her when I was in a dream, she was gone again when I was at ease. I fear I can't hold you and you don't exist unless I fall asleep. I fear you can't hear me even if I scream. I wish i could just see you, Ive fallen in love with a ghost that i see in my dreams. I hope I never wake up it seems. Wake up, Please Wake up.