A great battle between my past and the present
I came here to this stage to drop my words and vent.
Repent,
From my sins.
So what? I gave in.
Keep judging , not budging, thinking you're lies are gonna win
And inside I am boiling and toiling, the line is getting thin.
Working hard to keep cooled, I'm playing nice
But ya keep testing me and next time I might not think twice
To explode
Reload
And blast ya with the truth
Was trying to keep ties
But now they are coming loose
You won't listen, you won't try
You sit there like you know
Then why do I cry?
Say I'm cold and I'm changed
Maybe I am, from all the pain
Is all this hurting me fun and what is there to gain
Keep pushing me away
And even though you don't know it today
You will and I promise regret your choices
Later on in your ear, you'll hear the voices
Its your mind nagging
And bagging on the decision you made
Try to push it away but the noise, it won't fade.
So keep the turmoil raging inside
Keep on the attack because you have something to hide
How silly of me, to think in you I could confide
Change of ways, darker days, and to you I am seeing a new side
It is black and consumes
No more blossoms, nothing blooms
And my fire it burns, shut your mouth, no more turns
Just keep quiet and listen as I spit out the fumes
I am tired of this and of that
My heart has taken a beating like blows from a bat
Quit complaining and saying
Things that you know couldn't be real
Cus miles become feet and feet become inches
And I am getting closer to showing you how I feel
You once had a cover to keep you looking clean
But now it is worn and it is starting to peel
And as all of this happens, I pick up steam
Moving on
Moving forward
Moving past
Better hurry and get wise
This offer just won't last
Once I'm over the edge
No I can't come back
Can handle a bruise but watch out I might crack
Think ya got what ya need but it's all going to lack
The one thing
The true meaning to this
The purity and bliss
Hope ya have fun cus that's what you'll miss.