~ 1. between my bones, my words, the circumference of my shadow direct to my body, there is a weight, the chasity belt hanging from my limbs apologetically as to say, 'this shame lingers longer than your smell.' 2. i enjoy the way you are like blueprints, nobody has claimed rooms in your house because you belong to yourself. i bet it's lonely being you. 3. do you see parallel to death like i do? although we are perpendicular, we only cross once. we don't bend our backs to glance at each other, and being me, i feel more like i am forty than twenty one these days. 4. get drunk if she's not there. your muse is more than a muse. they are a personal matter that should be your personal matter, not anybody else's. make yourself happy. 5. you smell like ******* LAVENDER LIKE A SCENT ONE DIRECTION CAME OUT WITH AND I AM VERY ASHAMED TO SAY IT, BUT I ENJOY THE DUMB SMELL. 6. you are split second decisions, camera flashes, a car crash, an impulse that cannot be shaken by force. you are more kinetic energy than potential energy. 7. turn me into trash because you create art from it. 8. you are the chaser drink after a ***** shot, and also the ***** shot. i don't understand it either. 9. time is definitely not on my side, but the tragedy seems to be on my side constantly. fall out boy should name a song after my indefinite existantial crisis. 10. metaphors are annoying, like bribing you to be friends with me for some stupid pissy reason like seeing you smile, you know, something dumb like that.