I'm sitting
waiting
"will he speak
no
he won't speak
he never speaks"
I open the conversation
I type "hey" slowly
I consider erasing
should I add a smiley
maybe two e's
two y's
I decide to leave it as it is
"I'm taking too long"
if he had the chat window open
he would have seen I was typing
then that I stopped
I erase "hey"
slowly type it back in
press enter
but
the message can't be sent because
he's already gone.