I am aching for contact
Waiting with breath so baited that I hope anythone will come to find me, just so they can sink their teeth into my neck, my neck that still feels hot to
The touches you gave me long ago
Which left me so vulnerable, the monsters of my nightmares came to haunt me
They are like you
They care not for my pain, but love the sight of my blood
They love it when I scream, when my heart pounds nearly out of my chest
They love it when I fall, especially when I can't get back up
You loved it when you stunned me,  they share the rush I gave you
But you were different for me
I loved the ache you made me feel, I loved the way
You could steal everything from me and I would
Have thanked you
I loved your body close to mine and the devilish conversations we exchanged
The monsters were bad dreams
Loving you was my worst nightmare