I won't let something silver lead to something red, because I'm tired of this. I'm sick of turning heads due to something on my wrist. I'm tired of being labeled with the right title for the wrong characteristics, yea I'm emo but society's definition for the word is unrealistic. I'm tired of being labeled and stereotyped by people who don't have the facts. I'm tired of being treated differently due to my style. I'm tired of being called an emo freak behind my back. And you wonder why I hardly ever smile. I'm tired of people saying they know me, the ones who say I'm strong because they never see me cry. But if they would take a closer look at reality they would realize that what they say they know is a lie. Because in reality I'm that girl that no one notices. Always getting looked over, the one you would walk right past. And if you do notice me the first thing you do is ask if I am okay. You ask the same question, you get the same answer. It's the same conversation every day. Yet you ask me again I guess your just making sure. So we start again.

Are you okay?
                                                                                              I'm fine.
That's it I will make you happy today!
                                                                    I think that choice is mine.
You look upset....
                                                                                 I'm tired that's all.
You should get some rest.

                              (but today our little "talk" took a fall)
                                                not what I meant not sleepy or worn out
You said you were tired, tired of what?
                  I don't know people, life, ever thing makes me want to shout!
Let me see your arm, tell me there isn't a fresh cut.
                              there isn't no I'm through, with the way my system is   wired I cant deal with you get this in your head im fine im tired