You left me there
in the poring rain,
my heart was breaking
and I was in pain.

As you walked away
beside the wall,
I felt the tears
******* start to fall.

I missed you then
but I wouldn't go back,
cause my whole life
had fallen through a crack.

I felt the pain
almost everyday,
no matter how I tried
it never went away.

I hated life
so I cut myself,
and I did not want
your ******* help.

The blood it fell
but I wasn't found,
cause you just ignored
the cries for help that I wrote all around.