pith black darkness
dark blue flame
hope that's not there

yet you try, and try
end up in tears
burst out crying
then you end up lying
saying your fine
trying to save time for someone you love
wasting my time caring for them
for them never to return the love
my hope is draining
a never ending hole
falling forever
cry every night
for someone to help
picking yourself up
dusting yourself off
hope that tomorrows better
knowing you've hit rock bottom
expecting it to get worse
shower turns to hurricane