grappling hope, between what was revealed and what my feeble mind thinks could come to be. strangled is my faith as i pretend to have control yet always fall short. false expectations of demands no one gave, proud thoughts encourage unknown promises. forget the temporary castle if eternal joy is what needs to be extracted in that dark old exchange that begs to be seen as beautiful. i'll gladly be nothing if it means the King of Zion will be in control for therein lies all true peace freely given in abundance, overflowing mercies are truly gained on that gorgeous Mountain.