i didn't mean to admit things last night
my mother told me alcohol is a poison
but it makes my problems so much easier.
i didn't mean to tell myself how i feel
and i really wish i hadn't.
you weren't there to hear the painful truth that i whispered-
maybe this is it
maybe this is all there is
and i have to go.

you don't know what's coming and **** me for not warning you.