She wishes to know if I am oh-kay, if I am doing well, smiling over the rim of a tea-cup like jackals with secrets. Persephone gets caught in my teeth every time I think of some answer. Trapped in rows of off-white winter bone, she wriggles around in my old lady gums, cursing, shouting, kicking-- our mouths are epic ballads of lies in the name of not-worrying-anyone. Then they worry us to death.
The Hades made out of all of our lies: Everything's great! We're all great! Everyone is fine! keeps pulling her back down into the earth of my heart. Where no one knows I have eaten a seed of myself.
Demeter, howling for her lost child dies, like doves crushed in cruel children's hands.