My anxiety has been in
charge of my thoughts
since before I went to bed
last night.
I hardly got any sleep,
I just want to be with him,
I don't want to go to work,
I have a friend's baby's birthday
party to go to later,
but I don't want to go alone.
I wish he would go with me,
although I know that's unlikely.
I've been pulling out my bangs
like crazy,
and I'm afraid I'm going to
lose the rest of what I have left.
If that happens..
I don't know what I'll do.