There is a thing that I have to do, that I really, really don't want to. So I sit and think of reasons why it can't be done; I shouldn't try. So I don'tβ but then I think of how If only I'd done it, then right here and right now, the thing that I don't want to do would be done and my list of toβdos would be shorter by one. But I didn't, so it's still a thing I have to do, that I really really don't want to.