Just go away. 
Everyone go away. 
I don't need your ****. 
Wait...I do need you.

I need someone. 
A warm body next to me. 
Help, I'm trapped.
 I can't break free 
From these bonds of my mind. 

I hate you but I need you. 
You make me feel something. 
Even if I find bruises tomorrow. 
I love(hate) you 
With all of my heart. 
I can't love,
Not really. 

I can't be alone. 
If you go, 
Leave someone for me 
To hold onto for dear life. 

I'm scared. 
Can't breathe. 
Seeing sounds, hearing colors. Where am I? What am I? 
Why am I? 
Don't answer that. 

I live because you won't let me go. 
I can't do this. 
Please release me. 

I am alone forever.