So here i am once again
Wide awake at 2am..
It's been a year and ive got nothing to show
While you dance the night away like we did long ago.
Celebrate a new step in your life
While i clutch at straws and worry and strife.
I know where you are, what you've done, how you feel.
You don't need to lie its clear
But this fucking scar won't heal.
You sip your champagne and still kiss his lips
You've forgotten mine, dry and chipped.
I'll sit alone on this fucked up night.
Knowing he will hold you tight.
I don't know why i bother, or care.
But i do.
I always have.