So here i am once again
Wide awake at 2am..
It's been a year and ive got nothing to show
While you dance the night away like we did long ago.
Celebrate a new step in your life
While i clutch at straws and worry and strife.

I know where you are, what you've done, how you feel.
You don't need to lie its clear
But this ******* scar won't heal.
You sip your champagne and still kiss his lips
You've forgotten mine, dry and chipped.

I'll sit alone on this ****** up night.
Knowing he will hold you tight.
I don't know why i bother, or care.
But i do.
I always have.