My heart is full of saddens and tears,
that has been done to me over the years,
Just trying to pick myself up and keep a float,
almost feels like a joke,
But I know some way some how,
one day I will get out of this dark black cloud,
But until then I need you God and my dearest friends,
because with out you all this would shall make my world end,
Thanks to you all my close dear friends for helping me pick my head up,
and giving words of encouragement  and some good luck.