Do you know the feeling of looking into a window And seeing something warm and happy While you stand in the cold and dreary rain?
Wishing and wanting to be able to Cut, copy or photo shop Yourself into the scene?
But you can’t because You don’t belong there You’d just look unnatural in the picture
Your face would look ugly among all those Pretty faces and happy souls So completely unlike your own
Perhaps if you’re struck by a moment of luck Someone on the other side will come to the window And curiously touch their fingers to the glass
They’ll just be wondering if you’re worth it Seeking out to find your hand’s heat To see if you might be able to fit in the picture
But you’ll just scare them away in the process The cold storm you’re followed by Is far too fearsome for someone so soft
They’ll just leave you again you know For their own warm memories To forget you in the dreary storm you’re followed by
The longer you linger by the window of someone else’s memories The less likely it is that you’ll find a pane or two your own happiness And the more surprising it’d be that you ever escape your own storm
Written in a substantially different tone and view than my usual poems. I was worried it sounded unprofessional, but what do you think?