This one monster that scares me daily is the same monster that motivates me
I wish I could stop it
I would, if I knew how to control it
The way it terrorizes me when I'm most vulnerable makes me feel hopeless
I wanna **** this monster because I'm scared of what it will do to those I care about the most
This monster is different than most monsters
It doesn't hide in the shadows and it will come out in the day as much as it will come out in the night
It is the one monster I can't hide from
For under the covers is where it wants me to go because that's the easiest place to get me
The worst thing about this monster is that it knows everything about me.
This monster is the burning anger inside me