I'll  never let myself get that vulnerable to another guy in my life
I will never let someone get that close
and know things that I originally didn't want anyone to know
never fall in love again, for that word and that feeling is a myth and a lie
I don't need anyone to love me in that way
because I will find a way to love myself.
nothing he said was true nor will it ever be true.
I will be strong and I will try not to cry anymore,
he doesn't deserve my tears
I will try to find a way to get my heart back
I will eventually get out of this depression.
I will not call him, begging for him to come back
I will keep my dignity and face what he has done to me alone.
I want him more than ever but I will not let him know that
I promise.....