You helped me though
Some awful times
Now where did you go?
What can I do?

I can't bear the fact
That you are gone
Was it just an act?
With actors, too?

You have all new friends
And I'm happy for you
But can't you just pretend
To be mine too?

I miss you more
Than I can count
I walk out the door
But I look out
And don't see you
   Like I used to

I miss those times
I miss your smile
I want to find
Your friendship once more

Through this sea
Of drowning darkness
This just can't be
My bones are sore

You aren't here
To hold me up
You had to disappear

What do
I do
Now?