in the dream i float naked at the sun
waxing and waning fractal plasma whorls
exposing and hiding scope like
complexities in a loved eye
rushing photons scraping
blasting perfections imperfections
i'm so sorry
memories banished on solar wind
where they can finally die
horrible versions of myself
driven insane from constant performances
of sensationalized sins
i carried as penance to no one,
expire as impossible sighs in a vacuum
forgotten
as freed cleansed me pulls forward
on a sunlight tether smiling sobbing
molten tears universes tumbling  
constituent particles scoured away
dipping my head into a roiling hydrogen ocean
to hear ultraviolet symphonies play how forgiveness sounds