in it seeped from around you all around you the world grew and you pressed your nose up against the glass to try to see it, and cried because you couldn't see it like you did (was it only two days, hours, minutes ago?) couldn't touch it, couldn't move trapped in incantations what is ego forego free go trees grow leaves show green no soft imaginings hard, sharp imagining things too bright to see, hearing things how do legs move, teach me, don't look at me you pause- you've been pausing for a long, long time.