I love a nightmare
I love a disease
She's a pain that haunts me
with her smile, lips and heart underneath

I loved her
and so she once me
For reasons unknown
She shrugged away
And went a path different, one astray
Although she has gone
My love stayed
What was my strength
Now a poison
Decaying me to rot
Tormenting, mending
violently ending- it me

Leave
Your smile gouges my eyes
Leave
Your laughter eats at my soul
Leave
You flower, I wish to see and not to see
I wish to hold, I wish would mold
Leave
And be
Be nothing to me

You, nightmare,
You disease
You
My poison-- is so pleasant to me.