I had a dream that your love for me was deemed authentic it was suddenly real and possible I watched your affection for her fade like a summer sunset when the day was feeling too long We yearned for stars but were only fed clouds I had a dream that my feet did not trip over themselves at the sound of her name because it was followed by the sound of mine leaping up above it I had a dream that your hands opened up, fingers intertwining with mine letting not even the evening breeze separate this immaculate fantasy I had a dream that you held me like the hemming in a backyard hammock the crackling of a forest fires romance the peak of midnight hit my body like a hammer hitting a nail with no intention to hit it again I know that this was only a dream because reality was standing in my doorway this morning looking me in the face I had a dream that you loved me But I woke up knowing that you stilled loved her