Today, a sadness stream
A smile, more then i meen

I might like what i see and smile,
But i see my own tears, now and for a while

A look can say more then a thousand words,
I can lie about what i feel,  but truth is, it hurts

My face is straighten up, no emotion to see
Inside i am crying, how hard can it be

Confused and messed up i stand
With only hope on my right hand

This is no farewell,
Its just the path to heaven, not to hell

If you are on clouds and stare,
I want you to know i cant bare

The pain is killing me, but i have to stay strong
Not for myself, but for family among

If i had the power to turn times back,
I would visit you, cause now im a total wreck

I couldn't give you a goodbye kiss,
It are your hickeys i will miss

Stay with me as long as you can,
Stay in my heart, i love you now and i loved you then

Once more, this is no farewell
You are in heaven, and never look at hell

I love you