it either curse or blessing that you have those kind of abilities to see some ******* that you know gonna hit you so bad someday the bad news is, you're a very negative person, they'll say but the main reason is, they are giving these negative vibes that drowned the **** out of you you ended up trying not to believe in yourself but in the end, people are just people that is a tragic truth my friend. embrace the blessing, you are not alone.