you smell of clementines and i kept my windows open during the storm so i could see you coming in from the back porch. i sometimes feel as if tricks are played on me as if i was made out to be dumb or the devil had nothing better to do with its time, but time has nothing to do with how the stars were made or where we first met. i always thought it was funny that the others would call you fish, but i love the way the r's in your name roll off my tongue like i was singing spanish melodies only loud enough for your ears. we rarely argue because it isn't worth the bitter that builds up, like hard water minerals from the well, the moments before lightening, the seconds it takes to lift off from the ground. my thoughts run off the tracks when i'm talking business on the phone and you fold your origami thoughts onto my unsuspecting skin. you left creases in my bones and let my swinging moods pump its legs until there was nothing left but shallow breaths and ***** words coming clean. i can't help but realize that your pure patience could put my splitting nerve ends at ease for the second time today.