You've been the only one to make me smile in some years
Though you've differentiated from those other females
You put something inside me
But a question mark remained there for a while
Was it care? Love? Or maybe sympathy for my past?
Long after, that question mark had vanished and I figured it out
Sympathy didn't fit into the category
Our long walks, hour talks, and etc resembled care
But that last one was still a mystery
I didn't know what that last one was
Physically or emotionally
Sure, people say it all the time to me
But it mentally disables me when asked about someone else
Maybe because of my disheartening past that cripples me and doesn't allow me to use that word
That I don't know what it is
But you've put something special inside of me
It makes me think of you randomly
It makes me want to be with you all the time
It makes me feel attached to you
Like you emotionally belong to me
When then I've suddenly realized what you put in me
When I'm around you, I get this warming feeling inside which brings out my smile
It was simply amazing
What you put in me makes me feel like I understand what my mind has been blocking me from
What you put in me was love