I remember my mother once told me "this storm will past, every storm pass" as I was growing up I started to love rain the way it smells how everything is quite and cold after and in between but when it rains I either get sick or start to cry it's like my body cannot handle it you're a constant storm pouring on me you're the rain that won't pass but also the smell of it the sense of cold becoming a part of me tonight it's raining tonight it's you again and again and again I will paint this walls with my tears or sit on the floor hearing you falling on the roof like I'm falling everyday I'm feeling tired and sick and I want to cry but I can't make you go away I want rip my chest open cause there's rain in there too