I made a home for myself there on the beach at the end of the world breaking shafts of light across my knee as if they were wood or hearts or other things that you can use to start fires under a weak shelter made of open air and palm fronds strung together like sudden coincidences I spent moonlight carving art into the sand to be washed away like sins at high tide under a sky always the color of the sea below; reflected. walking the shore in slow concentric circles I built a map with no tools or paper, using the wrinkles and scars on my hands as homemade topography; proof of life.