Today I let someone buy me dinner.
Today I let someone say, "you look pretty."
Today I let someone make me laugh
And show me around the city
But because I let you inside of my heart
Years and years ago,
When he leaned in to kiss me as you'd done before
I said "I'm sorry I have to go."
Today was supposed to be good for me
Because I thought I was ready within
When I thought I was going to let you walk out
I invited you back in.
Today I let someone take me out
And my smile became a frown
After all of this time believing I'm healed
Today I let someone down.