I long to feel weight against my body. anything to let me know I'm still alive. sometimes I long to feel your weight against my body. not even a piece of paper could fit between us. whispering your secrets into me as I take in your breath. breathing so heavily neither one of us can control our actions. interlocked as we reveal our deepest thoughts. our most marvelous desires. now they have been fulfilled. currently satisfying each and every one of our needs. becoming anxious at the thought of this taking action. like a movie scene. three, two, one, it's our time to shine. I long for the feeling to not feel at all.