I was once crucified
This dead man you see
Lost between the moment that IS
and newly born eternity
Dead and under water
Drowned to die that I might be
Born again
Into the body
Seated where I am
I wish I'd never witnessed
My father's nakedness
That my serpent-led curiosities
Had never brought me to the occult
For even the basics of how God works
Will drive a man mad
A curse to a certain mindset
Mine, apparently
As my flesh sits catatonic
A gift given and taken away
Leaving me to feel the loss
Of so much more
This is a ****** world
Full of ****** up annoying people
Ya gotta stick to your guns
And the ones that you love
Because some people just don't grow up
And some people just give out
And some want to stab you in the back
It's best to be already dead
A new creature undying