If I killed myself, would they care? The last time I tried, they locked me in there. When I'm already trapped inside my head, and the nightmares make me dead. But they don't care. If I died right here. They just ******* care what they hear. If the pastor says they're terrible parents, because they pushed me to it and out of religion. When it's my choice to do what I want, and I say **** the church , that's my final thought. They send out prayers, just for me, I reject them. **** it, imma leave. I dont care what you have to say, the next thing they're gonna say is that im gay. They just hate me and what i've done, they ******* hate me because my legacy has begun. I'll leave this planet a happy parent. Of 5 -8 kids making me relevant. To all the little boys and girls, I'm a disaster who just ruins lives. Until I say **** it , I just arrived. I'm the most important they'll every see, i'll be the one who makes history. But they don't care if I die, **** it i'll just be that guy.
Idk im sorry. I didn't read it after I just typed and sent