Tonight I am alone
And I feel it in my veins.
I am not needed for your life to continue
And I never will bee.

Tonight, every friend I have encountered
Is with other friends
Laughing, playing,
Boozing, tripping,
And here I sit.
On the outside in the fence of my own self.
Trapped from ever becoming more
From ever having that certain spark
That certain thing
That makes any one person
Like you.
Tonight
I am here and I am staring into my future
Shivering
From how alone I might be.

And I know my heart is tricking me

Because
Losing him just seems like losing everything.