I hate you No not you Myself
I just realized how much I need help
2 days I'm another year older
But all I can think is I don't wanna be sober
I'd rather be high than hold you when you cry
I'd rather just leave with no more goodbyes
All I can think is what would we be if I never said hi
No more candles just another day I can't seem to handle
My mindsets like a battle another cannon ball hitting my front door
But behind my eyes all I can think is how did I get here