I look and find love only to be let down
It is such a long roller coaster ride I have to get off

I look to find and gather friends to be with
Only to find out they talk behind my back

I just look for people to hang with to pass time
But time passes and they usually drift away

I just look to be alone at times and self absorb
But something always interrupts my thoughts

I have met 2 and they are always with me
I would have to say they have never left my side

Never, Never, Not once, not even when I was

Depressed
Crying
Screaming
Laughing
Dying
Delusional
Lonely

How ever I acted they stayed

My two best friends always there
Never saying a word to me

Yet they always comfort me
They always knew what to do to change my mood
They always give me warmth and understanding

Oh how I love them
They have never left me

The needle and the spoon