I sit here feeling all alone
Knowing I'm not in this world
I stare hopelessly at my phone
Having this nights
Filled with depressing
Drinking my sorrows
Into a suppression
I have many ppl at my side
But no one in my life
Like she was when I cried
My tears fell and she wiped them clean
Now they fall and I hear them scream
My heart is torn to little bits
But ppl try to fix it
She holds when I feel blue
But when things get tough
She runs nothing new
I forget my meds
Slump into depression
Next one helps
But I'm not her mission
I want that one
Like I had before
No matter how tough
She stayed at my side
I doubt I'll find her again
But that's no surprise
She was my soulmate
Now for is why I cry