The lump in my throat has returned once again stemmed from familiar stirrings in the pit of my stomach just when I think I've locked them in their black box for eternity they break loose and begin the ascent like long twisting fingers groping the vines of my heart tightening, squeezing, forcing me to feel emotion like a partner in crime-memories show up and dance around me, tapping me, tripping me hugging me, loving me, until one stands alone there you are, standing, waiting, twenty years have passed the warm embrace, the joyful reunion, but life's cruel twist of fate would not allow it you were taken from me, so many things left unsaid so many moments left unshared, questions left unanswered Oh Daddy dear, one day we'll meet again.