I couldn't begin to concentrate Today was filled with black suits And doves flying away Today was filled with fingerprints left on coffins And tears flowing relentlessly Today was filled with you not caring about how I was feeling You didn't show up to the funeral Hell, you didn't even call.. I'm begging you I am down at your feet Gasping for air And you are looking around as if I embaress you Maybe, we shouldn't continue this You wanted to hear me whisper in your ears You only wanted parts of me You didn't want all the baggage Why do I have to beg you to love me??? Why do I have to beg you to call me and ask me if I am ******* okay?