Demons on the perimeter stalking serenity’s unsuspecting bliss. Is this all that's left? Once mighty defenses now offer little protection against these ancient, clawing phantoms. Shadows lurking in the forest of the psyche, await nightfall's indifferent embrace Alas my redeemers. Tiny painted disks that beat back reality's assailants while extinguishing the last threads of creativity that yet remain. The strain on tattered nerves almost too much to bare I care not what punishment is wrought from these efforts to remain sane in the light of an unforgiving God. My mind is mangled beyond repair.
Who is there left to call 'friend'?
This is another oldie I wrote long ago (I have been med free for nearly a decade), when a so called friend tried to tell me that prayer could replace my ante-depressant medication. When their solution failed to work, this person blamed me for my lack of faith. (And they thought I was crazy)