I've felt sad before
But not like this
And I'm sorry for sounding so desperate
Its just that we've tried so hard for this
We fought for this for months
Please stay
Your mother said you were overwhelmed
I understand that
But I didn't understand how I could overwhelm you when you only reserved me one day a week at most
Please stay
I keep apologizing
Because I know I am a burning flame
And I tend to ignite everything in my path
Which often tends to be you
I keep begging you to
Stay, stay, stay
When it used to be you telling me that
It used to be you that would plead at my feet
You prayed to a god you didn't even believe in
You prayed that I would remain forever
But now you are packing your belongings
You are taking your old sweaters you gave me
You gave back the journal
Please stay
Ask me why there's a knife hidden on top of my dresser
Kiss my scars baby
Tell me you don't want me to be anyone else's mess
Say "I want you to be mine always"
Please stay
I can't stand the thought of you leaving
The blood in my veins is being ****** out through a straw
And you seem to be the one with pursed lips at the other end
You used to inhale the sweet parts of me
And exhale the bad
Please stay
Because this place I've come to is dreary
Full of monsters that knock at the door
Begging me to let them in
I've let in a few lately
As you can see they are taughting me
And bashing out my windows
Opening my rib cage
And tearing my insides to shreds
However I am still begging you
Please stay